Its been real quiet for the last couple of days.  Makes me wonder what is building. 

I have a short road trip that Id like to make on Thursday, June 26 and I have a feeling, that the being who decides how Im going to feel, will go on the attack because basically, these things are malicious in this way. 

In my turbulent world of health issues the one thing I can always count on is that I will never know how I feel from minute to minute.  Lupus does that.  I also have extenuating health problems mostly associated with the Lupus, but some are stand alone chemical injury related things that no one seems to understand, or be able to treat to the point where I can operate. ( big $$$ there ) Or, the nine herniated disks.  Or the Rheumatoid Arthritis.  The list goes on, too numerous to mention.  All came about from being exposed to Dow Chemicals deadly pesticides.  The lawyer story is even more horrendous.   If youre interested, go to http://www.deceitandtrickery.com   and tell me about it.  Im documenting this abuse.

OK, so .... Take the "vasovagal" response I sometimes suffer.  EVERYTHING bottoms out.  Temperature goes down to 95, blood pressure goes down to 50/30, respiration, all those things just bottom out, and it usually is accompanied by a migraine that is so severe... I cant even describe. Sometimes with seizures, or rather one long complex partial seizure... I can not take the medications for migraines because I have vasculitis, spazzy blood vessels, and taking these meds could kill me.  I bleed from everywhere anyway, so no aspirin.  I have tumors on my liver.. no seizure medication.  And of course the colon always has to chime in with some ass issue.  Then here comes the 5 different cardiac arrythmias.

But I have found a workaround that has worked about 80% of the time.  So what if it takes 5 years off my life? Like I need to live like this for another five years?  I dont think so.  ( I dont know if it does take five years off my life, but Im sure some asspert will tell me it will )
 
You also have to drop all those wrong 70's beliefs.  Im shocked at how many people are still holding onto those old values when it is not only well documented from the SIXTIES .. but now and probably in the future that these old 70's beliefs are pure bunk.  Money hungry men made a lot of money promoting these idiotic books that told you how to live, please see that for what it is, and what it was.  WAS..as in past tense.  Im OK, Youre OK...OK?

My God, how stupid was that book? 

I have not been able to fix the color of the comments page yet.   If you highlight the comment sections, you can see whats there.   That is, if you want to comment.  If you dont then Im OK, Youre OK.