At the suggestion of Acid Entertainment on You tube, I tried an old Sony analog recorder, and finally got some EVP's.  I could even hear them without all the filtering from Wave Pad, but couldnt make out what was said until I did all the filters.  
Not sure if this is a good thng, this is a nasty spirit who has a lot to say.   I could only make out for sure the phrase "you are not my friend".  ( well duh )

So, Im uploading those files here in the original form + the you tube movie if you only ...<< MORE >>

I hate everything.  I hate everything because Im in screaming agonizing pain and theres not a lot I can do about it, so Im pissed.  And when Im pissed, I hate everything.  Give me the fucking chocolate and shut up. ( kidding...about the chocolate that is )

I have noticed that when the activity around me is very low, or even just "low", I end up in screaming agonizing pain.  Its bad enough that I already have Rheumatoid Arthritis, regular ( "frank" ) arthritis - because Im old, or whatever..  stupid fibromyalgia that defies any kind of treatment , restless legs that ...<< MORE >>

Surely you know what the acronym PITA stands for  Pain   In   The   Ass... for the few who may not know.  Lots of people name their pets PITA.   They think thats funny, I think why do you have a effing PET then you freak?  But thats a wholly different subject matter...non?

I called Sony ( choke ) tech help this afternoon and naturally was directed to the land of the Taj Mahal, wherein a guy with a 27 syllable name told me to call him "Bobby".  Whatever, I went through the maze of menus and landed Bobby, who apparently has never had a bad day.  ( or his supervisor stands behind him with with cat o nine tails, the kind with little spikes on the end.. how do I know about those things?  dont ask   ( I still have it too..heh )  Digression is ruling because this is so boring and agonizing.

So, I go thru the whole rigamarole with Bobby, explaining in detail how my camera moves and how it changes color and goes out of focus.  Does Bobby actually have an answer?  Why no, of course not. These guys must be paid by the minute 'cause they sure can waste time.  Bobby had me do the lowest of the low ball BS steps to ensure the fact that he racked up some time, ( hello?  RESET the camera?  how stupid can you get )  My camera is now reset so I have to re-enter the state Im in, and I refuse to set up the times, ect., because I never use that.   Well, Bobby is perplexed, he thought he solved my problem>  I assured him that this has nothing to do with my cameras problem and that it is more than likely a hardware issue.

At this time, I get a beep thru and its a legal issue call, I tell Bobby who is trying his best to hang onto me, that I have to go...NOW, and Bobby was still talking when I hung up on him.  Poor Bobby, probably scratching his.... head... or something.  

Apres phone call, I call Sony back and the system recognizes my phone number.  I get a white boy who sounds like an elementary school dropout, and I dont even remember his name.  He demands my address. e mail, ect., before he will consider telling me what the approximate cost will be for Sony to merely CHECK my camera..not fix..check.

ready?   Oh-ho!  I wasnt ready for the full tilt BS sony threw at me.

Two hundred and twenty dollars just to LOOK at my camera and to determine of I was at fault for the cameras problem.  Then, after they determine that it probably is my fault..a different set of costs.

There was a pause on my end.  Steam was building.  Lets see if I have a pic that can match how I felt.... ah found one in the old gallery ::: 
   


Yeah, I pretty much always wear sunglasses

Back to Sony.....  I said "two hundred twenty dollars an hour or flat rate"?    Dropout said thats just to mail the camera to them. ( so they can determine if I "did" something to the camera ) Never actually got an answer because now.. Ive had enough.

I said " Im not paying two hundred dollars for any camera that was only six hundred to start with", and then I said " Funny how the cameras dies one year after it was purchased " and ended with; " I must say,  In technical terms, this Sony hard drive camera is a big piece of crap" and I ended with .....

Thanks but no thanks, Ive got my own screwdriver.

Whatta f-ing ripoff this is.  My next camera will probably not be a Sony.

I did record this conversation, but only my end because its illegal to record without someones knowledge, at least here  its illegal.

Then, I made a video of the recording.  I dont know if I would put it up, I mean, all thats there is the recognition by anyone whos been screwed by a manufacturer of crap.  And me ranting at the end, but in a civil tone of course 'cause you know they are recording.  

So what if they lose me as a customer?  I might spend a thousand dollars a year on Sony products, ( just an example really a couple grand at a time, but not every year )   but that adds up to 12 grand over twelve years which is about what they pay their Chinese slaves over their slave lifetime.   And they no doubt are exposed to hazardous conditions in the factory, where they die after only six years thus saving Sony lots of money.  

So, I dont have an answer to the camera phenomena yet.  

But I have a screwdriver

  

        

There are no great balls of fire, that just popped into my head.  But then, this has been a bad day...one bad thing after another, struggling with everything.   
Started out with attempting to load my old Sonys Hi 8 tape..  I dont use that camera to much anymore because theres a background hiss, and the tape thing is annoying.   The thing about video tape is, however long your video is, is how long it will take to load into your computer.   And then after you spend an hour fiddling around, waiting,and cleaning anything that doesnt move because youre bored.... you find out that part of the tape doesnt have sound.  Oh whatever..I might digress into expletive land ..  It was just one big fight after another and I managed to spend too many hours screwing around with this stupid program.
So, bitching and moaning aside... I did discover some things in spite of the fits that everything electronic was giving me.

I found, that yes indeed, both cameras went out of focus at the same time, both changed colors.. and this is truly odd as the old Sony does not have color nightshot.  But, it went green.  And, it moved.  The old Sony weighs a ton too.  Its a DCR TRV320,an oldie but a goodie but a fattie
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Even though the loaded video was screwed up, I could get them both into my program and compare.  The focus went out at the same time, and the colors changed at the same time. 
So now Im a bit freaked.  In the back of my mind, I was blowing this off as a hardware issue.

So, last night I was pretty tired and had taken an antihistamine for my awful sinuses.  This would normally make me fall asleep pretty quick, but I found that I had an uneasy feeling, a feeling of impending doom.  I developed arrythmias, and had the heartbeat that feels like  your heart is coming out of your chest. 

Maybe it was the audible hiss of the old Sony, but I dont think so.

Sometimes you just know.  Sometimes you just know all hell will hit the fan and youre standing there in front of it with nothing but an old Sony that weighs a ton.   

So I left the night table light on telling myself it was for a "better picture", but actually I was scared out of my wits.  I dont know why I was scared, I had that doomed feeling with the heartbeat that is usually reserved for black orbs.   The only thing (boring enough for me to fall asleep to) on TV was CSI Miami , and I watched the whole show.  With one eye.   I was pretending to be asleep so the "thing" would come by and I could jump up and grab a camera and catch it!   How brave I was in my head!  But what would I do with poor Mona the fat cat?   She doesnt move quickly, I would have to reach under the big black cloud and get her !!!  

Oh such thoughts when one cant sleep and feeling doomed.  I would rescue Mona before I got the camera.... I think.

After CSI, I turned off the light ( for video comparison purposes of course ) and did manage to sleep for a short time.  I awoke with thoughts or a dream of someone telling me "GET OUT..GET OUT..GET OUT !!!!!" Over and over and very loud.  I have received these messages before, depends on my mood if I pay attention.   I gave it some thought, wondered a bit, and then ignored it.   

How would I know if the messenger meant "get out of here, I hate you" or, "get out before something bad happens".   I mean, there wasnt any clarification.  so I waited to see what happened.  I didnt feel so scared at that point, I dont know why.   Ill probably find out tonight. 

Ill put up both cameras again, so I can make a video to post to youtube and prove its not a hardware issue.  Look, even I thought it might be, so I dont blame all the people posting about it.  With this type of subject matter, its better to prove as best you can.

If I disappear...

Ill be the spirit with the old Sony, wandering with a background hiss.

I might make light, but I am deadly serious about this black cloud and black orb thing.  I will capture it, and I fear it knows this.   It is waiting for me to screw up.  

        

The "more" link refuses to work, so click the August links on the left side.. sorry about that but I have tried unsucessfully to fix this too many times, and I give up. ...<< MORE >>

( if the "more>" link is not working.. click the August entries to see the rest of this post. ) The paranormal activity around me and outside my house came to an abrupt end for a period of time between the end of June, and all of July.  Even my TV stopped "banging" for a short while.  I was convinced that my TV stopped its racket due to the EVP I took of it ( and sent to someone else to filter ) and while that may be... its been a couple of weeks now, and the TV still is somewhat silent.

Perhaps the "dog days of Summer" have something to do with this phenomenon, the orbs are too "hot"...
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August 5-6, 2008

The TV has been abnormally quiet, there have been no orbs, and even the deer cam is dead.  Ive been taking my camera to bed with me, but until tonight, I wasnt turning it on, preferring to wait and see if something showed up.

Normally, I just let it run and then edit the next day.  I dont have the patience for that lately, especially since nothings been going on.

So, Im baiting it tonight.  I cant sleep due to extraordinary pain, restless legs, and the feeling that something keeps touching me ( Ill find out when I edit if it ...<< MORE >>

July 27, 2008
This summer has flown by, it will be August soon, and I never liked August only because September follows. Every day in August brings me closer to September.  A remnant from school days I suppose, but ingrained and there nonetheless.  September is the beginning of death, and October is just flat out hell. 

Im a bit of a skeptic when it comes to orbs that are on static digital photos.  I do not claim to be a digital photo expert, but I know there are "artifacts" that can occur, and the ability to manipulate digital photos is already well ...<< MORE >>

I actually saw this same shape in my bedroom as I was setting up the video camera for the nightly taping.  I saw it in the LCD screen as it was coming up in front of my TV.  I only had the camera on unfortunately, it was not recording, and I was so shocked, I "forgot " to hit the record button.  Alas....

So, we have a new deer camera, it records in infra red only.  Below is the winged apparition caught on July 12, 2008, and some cropped images for close ups.  This one is thicker than the one I saw ...<< MORE >>

Listen to the Ames Brothers song "Dry Bones" while you read.  If you dont know this song, give it 30 seconds andthen youll recognize.

Well, I managed to blow out a lot of lumbar disks resulting in semi paralysis, and other problems asociated with not being able to move.  I had to sleep on the couch because I would get stuck in bed, could not get out of bed ( bad when you have to pee, and youre in a hurry )  At least on the couch I can roll off onto my knees and with the aid of my cane, get up...slowly and painfully, but get up.

So, I was wondering about this as I have had virtually nothing orb or anything -wise in my bedroom camera for quite a while.   There is the new moon, and my pain, and the upsurge of deer cam orbs and other things outside.  

Now that I have started this, I wonder if any of this somehow fits together.  The waxing of one, the waning of the other.  

I dont post the video with just one orb anymore.  Sometimes when I turn on the camera, one orb will float by, and lately they have floated right by my ass.  Interesting, an ass-orb.   Interesting, my ulcerative colitis has been killing me lately. 

Wouldnt it be interesting if there really were orbs connected to body parts?  The heart orb must have visited me because now I have to see about going to the cardiologist.  ( I cant stand him, hes such a mysoginist pig )  You would THINK if you had thirty pages of testing and validated symptoms from Johns Hopkins Hospital  that you would be treated well, but no.  Because I am female I guess all I need is ATTENTION !  grr grr...  stupid ass.

I have a NEW ORB I am going to download and post.  this orb is brand new, never saw one like this, and is strange.  Notice when I do post, that the flash from the deer cam made a shadow on it.  Its blue too. 

Id like to go down to the bottom and catch it with my orb net.   Wish I could walk.

Its not always weird in the bottom: